Special Thought for a Special Friend...

Aku nk cite kisah dulu2... Kisah yg buat aku tersenyum, dan bermulanya detik perkenalan pada awalnya perkenalan yg anti gler dengan de tp menjadi Sahabat Dunia Dan Akhirat (S.D.D.A.) aku.

Aku dengan dia berkenalan pada zaman sekolah rendah lg. Zaman sekolah...biasalah kan. Bnyk yg sentap2, cari gaduh n bermasam2 dan x bertego spe. Ntah mcm ne aku dengan de ni boleh anti sesama group masing2. Hahaha...mungkin disebabkan ak dengan de sekolah mengaji KAFA ditempat yang sama, aku rapat sgt dengan arwah Ustaz Ariffin. Mgkn dari situ wujud sikap x puas hati antara de dengan aku. Manakala aku plak, jelez dengan de sbb dak yg aku syok zaman skola dlu syok dkt de. Hahaha... (weh..zaman skolah der...biasa lah...fikiran x matang lg kan. hehehehe...).

Tapi lme kelamaan..dah nk musim UPSR...aku dengan de dah start bertego skit demi skit. Even x mesra mana...tp aku dgn de da x bermasam muka mcm awal2 perkenalan dulu. Apa yg aku tau, aktiviti sukan neka selepas UPSR tu bnyk mengubah persepsi diri aku pd de.

Da masuk skola menengah... aku dengan de berada di kelas yg sme. 1 OPTIMIS dlu. Nk tau apa perasaan kami waktu tu... Aku x tau lah de mcm ne kan tp aku sgt teruja ble dpt satu kelas dgn org yg aku kenal. hehehe... at least ada r kan dr xde yg aku knl. Tapi mse form 2 de nek kelas and aku still maintain kelas 2 Optimis n de plak 2 Gigih. Tau x betapa kecewa nye aku ble aku sorg jek yg kne left behind manakala de dan 2 org kawan aku yg len iaitu Fari and Nadh dpt nek kelas. 

Tp form 3 and form 4 aku dpt sekelas dengan de. Yg plg bnyk sekali kenangan mse form 3. Serius bnyk gle kenangan...kalo aku nk sebut kan pun mmg jenuh nk menaip dkt blog ni kan. Form 3 de dok sebelah aku. Nk sentap ke, apa ke... aku dengan de still berkawan. Lepak sme2...g CC dkt OTK dlu (mse dlu kan mne ada internet sgt dkt umah... g CC je r kan.) Huhuhu...tp lepas aku masuk matriks n de plak dkt kelantan... dah jarang lepak2 sgt tapi kami still contact with each other. Hand phone menjadi penghubung antara kami. 

Wujud nye S.D.D.A. ni plak... aku r time ni...dok bwat ayat short-form tbe2 muncul ayat ni. So, aku tanya de ni, antara S.D.D.A dgn apa ntah lg satu. Aku x ingat sgt...hehehe... tp rata2 member2 S.D.D.A. aku skunk ni telah memilih S.D.D.A. huhuhu....

Arghhhh.....aku x tau nk cite apa dah ni. Kunk aku cite mengalahkan nk buat karangan mse zaman skola dlu.

Kalau korg nk tau....aku syg sgt dengan member aku yg sorg ni. Even skunk pun ada gak sesi sentap menyentap, sesi nk berfeeling2 habis...tp aku still ada rse syg n hormat de as a friend yg selalu berada di sisi aku dikala susah mahupun senang. De yg aku selalu luahkan perasaan sedih, gembira dan kdg2 aku pernah menangis dkt dlm phone..Is just like, she's near me.. I cried on the phone its just like I cried on her shoulder.  

She's the person that Allah send for me. Untuk melengkapkan diri aku yg sgt2 serba kekurangan. Segala apa yg terpendam dan terbuku, org yg aku cr dlu adalah dia. Mgkn de xtau yg aku menganggap de bukan setakat sahabat tp as a sister who always support for each other. She's a friend that I'd never had before. A very true friend. Aku bukan nk...apa org kte...mcm "mengangkat" diri de...tp this is how I'd feel about her. Being with her is totally me. Which is.. I'm not a very talkative person or not friendly as everyone think I am...

This person that I talked about...her parents gave this name...NUR HAFIZAH BINTI AHMAD. And we called her Jijah instead of G-jah... because that name is too...well...you know what I mean, right? Hehehehe...

Jah, I tagged you on my facebook because I want you to read this blog because I know you will miss it if I didn't tag you on it, right? 

Jijah, on your 24th birthday.. I make this blog just to make you smile and remind you some part of the beginning of our friendship. Can't make it longer because it will make you bored to read it. May be.. hehehe... Jah, to be honest... I don't know how to use "ayat bunga2, ayat feeling2" when I'm writing or typing. It's not the same as I'm using my voice to express my feeling. Hehehe... kalo gne suara aku bedal je...janji ko paham kan? Hahaha...

Jah...for the past 12 years or may be 12++ years... I don't regret anything when I have you as a friend. 

thanks for always lending your shoulder for me to cry on,

thanks for always be a good listener,

thanks for always remind me to be positive

thanks for always keep believing in me

thanks for always supporting me when ever I feeling depress

thanks for always being there for me

and more importantly...

THANK YOU FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NUR HAFIZAH AHMAD!!!!

Hope you gain success in your career and May ALLAH bless you always and may this birthday brings you full happiness and joyful and give you greats success for your future.

P/s: As a friend wish... cepat2 lah knl kan aku bakal abg Ipar... teringin nk makan nasi minyak dr ko dlu ni. hahahaha.... Love you forever my friend.... my Sahabat Dunia Dan Akhirat....

N.S.H...